But God. :)
He is doing remarkably well, due to the continuous prayers of so many who love and respect him, and the healing power of God.
Hubby and I have been learning the hospital motto-which I've determined is "Come on in, take off your coat and WAIT awhile." Nothing is done in a hurry around there for sure, but I am grateful he is getting excellent care. It's a good hospital and he's had great nurses. God has been so good to him.
Still, it's hard to see someone you love in pain, and I just wish he didn't have to go through this.
He's a great kid (22 this month). I just can't say enough good things about him. He's so gracious and thankful to the nurses who are taking care of him- they all love him. He's a sweetie, that's for sure.
As I was driving home tonight from the hospital, with my bonus son on my mind, my heart was just so heavy. So I tried to switch my focus and figure out what I needed to do when I got home.
Feed dog.
get clothes ready for kids.
make calls to make arrangements for kids to go tomorrow to friend's house..
make sure hubby has clothes to wear(when was the last time I did laundry???)
Did hubby eat any dinner?
Did I eat any dinner?
and and and...
This week I've been juggling like no other
Kinda like this:
Only the closer I got to home, I started to feel a little more like this
So, juggling may not be my forte I decided, but it's OK, because just as pulled into town I heard this on the radio:
"When I call on Jesus, all things are possible
I can mount on wings like eagles and soar
When I call on Jesus, mountains are gonna fall
Cuz He'll move heaven and earth to come rescue me when I call"
As if saving my bonus son and protecting him from infection wasn't enough, God is also picking up all those things I keep dropping while trying to juggle them on my own. He's so awesome like that. He is the supreme multi-tasker.
I looked at the seat next to me where my bag of coffee sat. My mama had picked it up at the store for me, because I was out. Anyone who knows me knows this: I can NOT be out of coffee. Plus she got me my favorite kind. :)
When I got home, there was food on the counter and in my fridge that my dear friend had brought over.
My children then told me all about the fun day they had with their friends. My bestie had taken them for the day along with her own 3 kids and driven them to gymnastics, then to dinner and ice cream and the park. They also learned the art of pumping their arms up and down at semi truck drivers to get them to honk their horn. I was told 8 of the truck drivers obliged.
As I thought about all these things I had "dropped" I began to realize that before they even hit the floor, God had scooped them up and taken care of them.
As the days move forward, I will try to remember that I need not try to juggle on my own. I need to call on Jesus, because He's got this.
Whatever any of you are struggling to juggle, join me in remembering we weren't meant to walk out this life alone. Don't worry if your items begin to fall, Call on Jesus only then is anything possible.
Thanks for reading.
Thanks for your posting, Kim. I feel like I've drank a tall glass of refreshing cold water after I read about the things the Lord has been showing you. I certainly learn from the things you share. Definitely continuing to pray for your bonus son :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Steph for your comment! I'm so glad you get something out of my ramblings:-)
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