Glad you've come back, in spite of my prolonged absence. You'd think having been gone for awhile that I would have some great, profound, bit of awesomeness to bring to you.
Well, don't get your hopes up too high.
I'm kind of a simple gal.
But you may be interested if you like to talk to tomatoes, if a squash can make you smile... Because I found a little piece of wisdom from an asparagus last night.
I'm finding myself in a place of changes.
The needs of my family are changing as my children are getting older.
The organization and content of homeschooling the children is becoming more complex.
Our little family is going through some significant changes in some other areas of our lives that may very well have a great impact on us all.
We are experiencing some major growing pains.
OUCH!!
Anyone who knows me well, knows this about me: I do NOT adjust to change easily. I do not run to greet changes with open arms and give them a great big hug.
I tend to lean more toward the
But running or embracing, either way, changes come. I will have to adjust.
I'm a bit slow, so right about the time I get used to something it changes. A friend of mine says it something like this:
I just get my ducks in a row and they start waddling away.
So as I have been pondering all these changes in my adult manner, and contemplating how everything will work out, I have missed out on the simplest of things.
I was watching Veggie Tales (yes, I'm 38 years old and yes I still LOVE Veggie Tales) with my kiddos last night. We were watching a Silly Songs episode where they play some of the songs from various shows.
*side note: If you've never seen Veggie Tales or don't know what they are, google it. It's worth watching. They are a garden variety of veggies who tell stories from the Bible, give moral lessons, plus they have silly songs in each episode just for silly fun.
So the last song is called My Day sung by Jr. Asparagus. He lays down in his bed at the end of the day and sings...
In my bed I start to pray and tell God all about my day
Then he sings all about the good things that happened in his day; the way he followed the rules, did his chores, learned new things at school, and had some fun with his friends.
Then he sings:
And so it’s good to know
How much you love me
It’s true, the bible says you do
You really love me
Your love was with me all throughout my day
It is a very easy thing for me to see the hand of God in the beauty of a wonderful day. It is a very easy thing for me to say prayers of thanksgiving for all of His goodness to me, and acknowledge that every good thing comes from God. Much like Jr. Asparagus, on those days I can feel and know that His love was with me all throughout my day.
In the second verse he sings about some not so wonderful things. He failed to complete his duties, he had trouble sharing and following rules, he brings attention to those things that are less than wonderful about himself. And yet at the end of the verse he again sings:
And so it’s really good to know
How much you love me
It’s true, the bible says you do
You really love me
Your love was with me all throughout my day
What I realized in Jr.'s simple song was that God's love for me doesn't change if I have a good day or a bad day; if I let His light shine through me, or if my character flaws shine brighter; if I am good, bad or ugly- His love never changes, and neither does the fact that He is always with me all throughout my day.
Watching this simple song being sung by a small asparagus put my adult-contemplative-pondering mind back to a simple child-like truth.
When I lay down in my bed at night, I don't need to figure everything out. I don't need to yell at myself about all my character flaws and all the ways I have done things the wrong way that day. I don't need to worry.
I can sing along with Jr. in the last line of the song...
In my bed so quietly
I rest in knowing God loves me
Maybe that simple yet complete faith is why Jesus said this to the disciples:
Matthew 18:1-3
1 At that time the disciples came to Jesus and asked, “Who, then, is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?”
2 He called a little child to him, and placed the child among them. 3 And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.
Most of the day requires me to be an adult with an adult mind to make adult decisions and carry out adult responsibilities.
But I still must find that quiet time at the end of all of that when I can be a child. I need to lay down and tell God all about my day-good and awful-and rest in knowing that no matter what He loves me and His love is with me all throughout my day.
Thanks for reading
I love asparagus, the Veggie Tale gang, and I adore you too! xoxo
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OK Koby, I think I finally figured out how to put you on email notification. Hopefully I did it right lol! And thank you. xoxoxo back at ya! ;0)
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing what the Lord showed you. Reading this surely came at the right time in my life :) Love, Steph
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